if it's true (early 1990's)

if it's true that I've given up hope
if it's true this is my final chance
if it's true what'm I doing up here
trying to make all you dumb fuckers dance
what have I done what have I done

if it's true that I've wallowed in sin
if it's true that I've lost all my souls
if it's true I keep turning my back
keep on closing the door keep on closing the door

I don't mean that first stanza what I just said
but I'm lyin coz you know that I did
don't worry I'm a dumb fucker too
I am exactly like you
I'm what you've become
what have I done what have I done