I Have Become A List Of Failures (Fall '94)

I have become a list of failures
They are my own, my only possession

I'd rather be sailing

I'm sitting

If it's true that I've given up hope
If it's true this is my final chance
If it's true what'm I doing up here
Trying to make all you dumb fuckers dance
What have I done what have I done

If it's true that I've wallowed in sin
If it's true that I've lost all my souls
If it's true I keep turning my back
Keep on closing the door I keep closing doors

I don't mean that what I just said
But I'm lyin' 'coz you know that I did
Don't worry I'm a dumb fucker too
I am exactly like you
I'm what you've become